I Trusted Him. I Fell Asleep. And He F*cked Me.
Yes — that’s what happened.
I wasn’t drunk.
I wasn’t flirting.
I wasn’t asking for it.
I was just sleeping.
In a room with someone I called my best friend.
But that night, he didn’t act like a friend.
He became something else — a nightmare I’ll never forget.
How It Started
We were close — maybe too close.
Everyone joked we had “chemistry.”
But I trusted him like family. That’s why I felt safe crashing at his place.
One night, after a casual hangout, I passed out on his couch.
No drama. No flirting. Just exhaustion.
But in the middle of the night, I woke up to a terrifying feeling.
His hands were on my body.
His body was pressed against mine.
And I was too shocked to move.
I Couldn’t Believe It — But I Knew It Was Real
For a second, I thought I was dreaming.
Until I realized my clothes were pushed aside.
Until I heard him breathing.
He was f*cking me.
And I didn’t say yes.
I couldn’t — I was asleep.
The Morning After: Silence, Shame, and Confusion
I didn’t scream.
I didn’t fight.
I just… froze.
And when morning came, I acted like nothing happened — because I didn’t know how to process it.
This was someone I loved.
Someone I thought loved me — platonically, respectfully.
But love doesn’t look like this.
And consent cannot happen while you’re unconscious.
Let’s Talk About What This Really Was
Was it sex?
No.
Was it a misunderstanding?
No.
Was it rape?
Yes.
Let’s stop sugarcoating what it means when someone f*cks you without consent — especially while you’re sleeping.
Why I’m Writing This
Because this happens more often than people think — and nobody talks about it.
Because too many survivors stay quiet out of fear, guilt, or shame.
And because sometimes the person who hurts you is the last one you’d expect.
If This Happened to You: You’re Not Alone
If you’ve been touched, kissed, or f*cked without consent while you were asleep — know this:
- It’s NOT your fault
- You’re NOT crazy
- You DESERVE support
Talk to someone. Journal it. Report it if you’re ready. But please — don’t carry it alone.
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